Cheer Competition:)

Whoa!
I had an amazing weekend. First of all, I stayed at the Moody Gardens Hotel because that is where my cheer competition was at. That Saturday night the team, all 16 girls and parents went to Joe's Crab Shack to eat dinner. I guess you can say it was good, but I didn't eat much, I had a terrible headache-probably from nerves. I'm not quite sure.

Yup. And the next day, Sunday morning was the trip to sea. We woke up very early to get ready, there was a room for each thing-hair, make-up, change and ready. Also a breakfast room because the hotel didn't provide that for us.

When we were ready we went downstairs to be in the holding room until it was time for sound check. When i walked in the room I saw all 16 teams, it was beyond ciaos. After that we had a B.A.F.L cheer practice with all the teams. Then the doors opened at 11:30 sharp, I just knew we had all of our fans in the stands.

Then we started the competition. All teams came in announced by the speaker to perform the B.A.F.L cheer for real this time in front of everybody. Finally, each team went back to the holding room and we all took turns as a team to perform. Sadly when we had our time to warm-up, one of our girls had gotten hurt.

She was only 9 years old and had to be rushed to the hospital; also it was her first year, she couldn't even perform with us. At first the rest of us girls were at doubt we would have to blow the competition off, but we kept our head up high even though we were tearing up inside. We did it for her-Allisaih is her name and is still continuing to go to practice with a sprang wrist and a bruise on her forehead to her nose-mostly her whole face.

At the end, we had gotten our numbers changed, so we can practice and change our routine in less than thirty minutes. We did a great job at the end because out of 16 team, we were the eight that got a straight perfect score (all ones). As for the others they had gotten twos which is not good. Then they gave out sweepstakes/super sweepstakes awards, of course we got super. And also they gave out five judges awards, one of them were best jumps. And i guess you can conclude that we got that award and i know i did perfect jumps and i made sure the judges saw me bring it:)
Finally, I think you wanted to hear this part- out of the teams that got all ones. They gave out 1st, 2nd, 3rd, and 4th place. All the other teams don't get anything nor don't count, but we-The East End Lady Eagles got 4th place. and luckily we got placed because that's all I wanted for my last year, not end up with nothing. I felt proud to have our team name called up there.

you melt my world away<3

i read this poem that really touched me because of the meaning and tone.
it's called Perfect by: Kari L. Kahn

You smiled at me and touched my heart.
I knew right then, we'd never be apart.
We walked and talked and realized we were the same.
I knew right then, someday I'd share your last name.
You're the closest to perfection I've ever known,
and I want to thank-you for the love you've shown.
I love you so much and always will
You fixed the hole in my life I needed to fill.
Anything and everything for you I'd do.
Oh, my love, how I need you!
Your loving embrace and gentle kiss
Fills my soul with erotic bliss.
Your compassionate heart and caring soul
Flourishes our love and helps it grow.
You are my lover, my confidant, and forever friend.
With all my heart, I choose you to the end.

Avoiding Uncomfortable Conversations

I can't believe it has been so long, since I haven't posted(July 17th).
Well, I'll post what I have on my mind at this point.
Do you get nerves when you are talking to someone, you really feel uncomfortable with?

I do, I'm always afraid or worried something will come out my mouth unexpectedly. Half of the time, I ignore what's being said and think about something off topic; which makes things better(sometimes) because you and the other person can change the subject about something you really care for or not. In other words I stall, I stall for a period of time, until they've noticed I haven't answered their question or made a statement.

I tend to get bored of what he/she says unless its something I have the same interest in, like e.g comedy movies. Other than that, if it's something I'm trying my best to avoid, then I try my best to avoid the person. I do whatever I can to stay away.
I usually say:

• I have to be somewhere else at the moment.
• I'm very busy/ in a hurry.
  
• Oh. She/He is calling me, I'll get back at you in a few.
• Turn around and pretend you don't see the person.
• Say you didn't hear them calling your name out.

That's enough I'm giving away, but feel free to use one of my ideas.
Other than that, I kind of wanted to stay away from a person today and honesty my method didn't work, like I quite planned. The plan would of worked if I was picked up at the right time, but its all good and happened for the best.
Let's just hope, it doesn't happen again.....
I don't like to talk to people that I know have nothing else to do, but annoy me with the same suggestions and feelings on their mind. It makes me feel very nervous and uncomfortable:(

Little Siblings are the worse!!!!!!!

Ugh......
You must know how it feels to have a little sister or brother. In my case I have to little sisters and one brother; Alyssa, who is seven years old, Jocelyn, two years old, and Jorel, seven years old. Being an older sister is so much pain and frustration. You have to watch out for them and set a good example. It's annoying and I wish I can sometimes be an only child.

My little brother is no trouble for me, but sometimes he can just go on and on about something I really don't care about or I am already aware of. Alyssa, which most of you've met before; can do the same but is just so much more annoying.(You just want to duck tape her mouth and tie her up in, then lock her up in a closet). Whatever you do to her she has her ways of making it worse. At least she isn't one of those siblings were she has to "tag-along" with me. Then the story never ends with her.

Jocelyn, the baby. What can I say? She runs around and grabs anything she can put her hands on.She is just a spoiled little doll when it comes to grabbing everything her way. Then we might have to get it for her and after that, she doesn't even want the toy anymore. She has us chasing her everywhere we go, but she isn't that bad. If you give her something to eat or drink and plant her seat on the couch, with the television on....oh boy! she will stare at the t.v, fully entertained. POSSIBLY, she will even fall asleep.

"What to do, what to do?"
So much headaches. I'm not even a parent and I see, feel the torture she goes through every day. Sometimes I am minding my own business, quietly in my room and then the door opens with trouble and loudness. Waking up neighbors.

I just want the madness to go away. For the little ones to turn in into angels. Or some sort of domestic creature that is quiet and gives me peace.

Movies: Friday, June 26!

I went to the movies Friday with my sister Shelby. Surprise! Surprise! Jesse, Armando M.,&Abraham was there; but that's not important. Just Kidding! =)
My sister and I wanted to see "The Sister's Keeper", but it was sold out. So we went with our second choice, "Away we go".

"Away we go" was a good movie, sort of a chick flick but for guys also. It was so funny and sad, that got you watering your eyes. It seemed short, but I guess that's now it goes. What I disliked was the ending, I mean it was all sweet and everything; but the fact that they leave you wondering what happens. I can just hear the music start faiding into the credits. "What happened, that's it?" I say as I watch everybody jump out of the uncomfortable chairs and race out the door. Shelby and I do the same as the room becomes empty.

Our ride wasn't there yet so we sneaked into "The Sister's Keeper", like always. Oh My Gosh!!!! Its such a heartbreaking film, every single word touches your heart. I only saw the first hour and I was already crying. I literally felt a tear cross down my cheek. I now want to read the book, but finish the movie also.

The thing that scares me though, is Cancer is no joke. Once you have it, it takes your life dreams, I really want to start watching myself. When I got home from the movies I jumped into bed and cried a bucket of tears. My biggest fear now is cancer, I feel sorry for people that do have cancer. I started thinking about my family. What if one of us gets cancer one day and how will we help stay strong? By being with each other every second of our lives and never let go of positevity. Its no joke, like I said before.......

Teens believe they'll die of young age!

http://www.sun-sentinel.com/news/nationworld/nation/wire/sns-ap-us-med-fatalistic-teens,0,4727026.story


Mainly what I think of the article is put down and ashaming because these are teenagers our age thinking negative about theirselves. They obviously think low about their life and can't stay strong, which brings me to think of the teenagers that are actually dieing at this point.

I understand the matter of why they are thinking of death so early, maybe because of drinking, smoking, abuse, and drugs. Also the way they are living; the neighborhood and parent's actions they may follow.

I too have promblem they have at home like any other teen does, but I never feel like I need to die or suicidal. I always let it go, one way or another. I would like to speak with the teens or at least the interviewer because I do not like the fact of death coming to mind.

Transformers!

I saw Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen today with Elysse. I would say it didn't really get to the point unlike part one. It had a few funny scenes... the little decepticon/autobot Willie(i think that's what he said his name was) is my new favorite because he was so cute and would do anything to stay alive. Also Bumblebee will always be my favorite even though he hardly appeared in Transformers 2. Its pretty sad when Optimus Prime and Sam Witwicky seem to die at a point but rejoin the alliance, in Sam's case he awakens by what others tell him, "go back for Prime", and that's just what he did. Then uses the power to bring Optimus back to life to save Earth again.

But I think the first one was way better because it showed more of what its all about. Also I think they were just trying to make it seem like a comedy when it's suppose to be action. I hope the next one possible would be off the charts. I'm not really trying to explain my hate towards the movie, I just rather it be better, but I still like it. The action parts were at least perfected and were more real to me.

Other than that I liked it and I hope there is another one soon.
True Transformers fan you would comment....... =)

Attack of the Cold!!!!

Chills, Sneezes, Coughs, Head-aches! =(
It's horrible when you feel this way. When you know a cold is running through your body. It's like little fights are going on inside your head, its pretty much annoying. Even though I would want to see a good fight and having that in mind is changing my directions to just see sweet hugs flying everywhere. If you know what I mean or probably not. I just want to lay down on a nice, cozy pillow when I get a chance. I don't want anybody to bother or yell at me because it hurts my head even more. Also what sucks is, it's Summer and I have chills drowning down my back. Even goosebumps appear when i sneeze and when I cough it brings pain to my stomach. I try to sleep off, but its to hard because I have to get up every few minutes to go get a box of tissue. Its all good now because my mom is going to buy me some medicine, so I hope I get better.


And you're probably wondering why I share this with you today... Well its basically because PCMS is just like a second family to me, so I have no problem sharing how I feel about being sick. Possibly if you were an awesome family and cared so much you would buy me a "Get Well" card or so. Or maybe not, as long as someone comes up to me and ask, "How are you feeling Sunday? I read your post the other day." I don't expect a whole crowd of people bringing sympathy onto me because I know not all of us are like that. I actually feel better explaining my feelings of being sick. =)

Nicknames! =)

Kay. What's the deal with us having one million names that we go by? I have no idea but same goes for me. I have Eli and Michael G. giving me the nickname of my life: Sundance! I have this crazy funny girl that was talking about juice at the time while she was talking to me, Elysse, who now calls me: Sunny-D! I have family members call me Sunny and Sunshine! It's frustrating when I don't know who is calling me and where I'm suppose to turn to. Sometimes, I hear the ones that go by action figure/superhero characters, like: Batman, Robin, Dark Night,& Superman. The funny ones that are sort of weird and unnecessary, and have nothing to do with their selves, like: Cherry, Jellybean,&Pizza....It's okay to have those as nicknames but it's pretty much the idea of having nothing to do with you. The good side of having a nickname is because its what you can be known as and have friends see you as someone different. (possible your nickname can always become your alter-ego at a time) I know sometimes myself might say something total off guard then "Sundance" will. Its basically what makes you, you and nobody else. I'm not saying I'm against nicknames, so don't get that in mine, I am just explaining how it makes things confusing and fun all at the same time. For me, myself and I....I love the nickname Sundance, at first I was totally against it now I'm loving it like if it was my birth name. And I'm used to people calling me that and I rather let that continue instead of having a weird name.

If you agree with my statement, thanks. =)

-Sundance!